Coping

you were gone so fast cause someone took away your chance
now we are here left to pick up the pieces of our broken hearts
wondering if our hearts will ever seem to mend
not a day goes by when we don't smile with memories
and not a day goes by when we don't cry out for you to be here
why you were taken at such a young age is baffling
if only we were able to have answers to our questions
to only be able to see your face and smile in my imagination fills me with sorrow
When i have a family how will they know what joy you bring
It does not seem fair that you were taken away while others were able to live
If only they could have seen all that you were able to give
It is frightening to know that you will not always be around.
Some days it is hard to move on because I know that you will not just be a phone call away.
You are my guardian angel i know but I am selfish and wish that you were here.
I feel most sad when I know that you were alone
and how awful that must have been.
How much I would give anything to have done something different
Words cannot convey the guilt that is felt.

*random streaming*