Cloudy When Gray

As time pass it seems like our minds become overgrown by ideas, thoughts and images then it seems that everything is out of control. It just seemed like it was too much to cut all those things; so things were overgrown to the point that you could not see the reality of a situation. It seemed that you have so much anger and frustration that you allowed that to take over your life and seemed like revenge was the only thing that was going to let you clear the brush away. Then you take a step back and realize that all those ideas, thoughts and images were you just trying to get over whatever it was that clouded you in the first place. You then realize that instead of focusing on those things that were once of great importance has been ignored. You then try to put back the pieces of your life that were overgrown. But it still does not seem the same.

What we can do is at least try to learn something from it and move on the best way that we know how. You would be the only one that would be able to decide what that might be. As I read in a book, everyone grieves different than every one else. You are the one that will have to decide what is healthy for you. Some of just don’t have the ability to cry like others and some just can’t stop crying that does not mean that either one is wrong.